FUCKING NINJA VIDEO

I WAITED 6 HOURS

I PATIENTLY SAT THROUGH ADD MATH TUITION

AND YOU STUPID VIDEO ARE CORRUPTED

I FUCKING HATE NINJAVIDEO

Sight.

I saw the way you looked yesterday and I wasn't very happy.
Change is upon us.

What lies beneath the shadow of the statue? :S

Changed. Everything's changed.

Pshh.

If you don't know already, I've torn a few fibers in my right thigh muscle so I can't walk properly for a week (minimum). It was worth it though... really worth it.

No Dhivia, I'm not going to get crutches, and you know what that means ;) In your defense, I really asked my dad for crutches. He said I did not need them.

Still haven't said anything to me about your problems, and my patience grows thin.

Is it just me, or is Lil Wayne 'featured' in almost every new song that's out on the charts right now?

They say I don't understand. THEY have no idea :)

I want to know everything, everything about everything. Call me persistent. lol

It's funny how all my friends no each other now. Somehow, someway, everyone I hold dear to me knows everyone else I hold dear to me. I'll be honest with you, there was this one time I wanted to have a party and invite you all, though I feared that some people would feel left out or awkward. I have no worries now. Party after SPM! :D and the cat is invited too.

The Man in the Iron Mask has been and always will be one of my favourite movies ever.

tadadadadadadadadadadadadadadada BATMAN!

Not pending.

The pictures that were pending and are no longer pending but may still be pending. Pending further thought on the matter.

My last sports day (although you've probably already seen the following pictures on Facebook).

Aida didn't like this picture. I do.

We all love Richard...

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That pain in my thigh is getting worse. It's spreading to my whole right leg slowly. This is pretty serious. I'm trying my utmost best to refrain myself from going to a doctor. Alas, I think I might concede defeat tomorrow. Goodnait.

Inner beauty.

I define inner beauty as the beauty that you don't see on the outside. Wow Keshav that was brilliant.

There always comes a time when you have a picture taken of yourself that you don't really like. What's important is that you don't hate the picture. In turn, you admire the picture. Make it your best picture. Appreciate it. Be honest to yourself and to everyone else. For instance, if you were to ask me whether this blog post was merely an excuse to upload fugly pictures of my friends, I would answer yes. See, that isn't too bad is it?

It's funny how people interpret pictures and say things like 'pictures speak a thousand words' because let's face it, pictures sure as hell don't speak a thousand words, let alone one word. The most a picture could probably do is make you think of words, surely not 1000, but words nonetheless. And then you would tell me that that saying is metaphorical, and then I would say ' You're like a feathered fanny with three medulla oblongatas.' Metaphorically speaking, of course.

Actually, this one's a good picture.

This one's better :D

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Divya I'm expecting pictures please :( I am so bored you've no idea.

Never Say Die

Pending pictures.

Thank you everyone in Pinhorn, especially Ganesh, for all the commitment.

Thank you Narinder for picking me up.

Thank you people for coming for my sports day.

I got 3 gold medals and a silver in total. It's the best I've ever done for Pinhorn. Was given the Best Athlete trophy too. All in all, a good day. Sad though, because I'll never do this again. No more Sports Day. Truth be told I've done enough running to last a lifetime and I don't see myself eating those words any time soon.

Never Say Die ♥

25409

It all comes down to this.

play ball!

Too soon :(

Sports Day's coming too soon. I don't want it to take place yet. Seeing that I am most definitely not returning for Form 6 next year, this WILL be the last Sports Day I'll ever be a part of. Don't come yet :(

I want my baby back baby back baby back baby back baby back. Ribs.

Sigh...2

For the heck of it...

For someone that DOES say the ily's quite often, don't you think I'd be more prone to hate falling in love? Works both ways. Not saying that in a judgmental or offensive way ;) If you want to know, come ask me sometime.

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I'm surprised at how much I've seen and heard your name today. I can't say I'm pleased. Maybe I am. No wait, I'm not. When did you start mixing and being connected with everyone?

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OUR conversation is long overdue Miss 100 Pus. I've got cerita banyak.

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I've pretty much gotten my L qualification for driving (except the part where I'm supposed to OWN an L license). Damn annoying lah. I'm supposed to go take a picture of myself and then submit to the driving institute and then only the JPJ people can make my license. So I was driving around school today and I left my bag on the roof of the car the entire time. I'm amazing. Come on, say it.

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All the effort we're putting in has to pay off. It just does.

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*wipes hands on tables* *readies self for climactic battle* TWO!
Love 5C

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Yes, boys and girls and things. It's that time of month again where you're supposed to sit down and ask yourself 'what the fuck is going on in my life?'. It is for me. I've experienced a sort of awakening today.

A bit creepy tbh.

Oh and since you are probably reading this Luvenia, I've got Gossip Girl. Blame Dharshini when I say I can't pass it to you tomorrow.

'Kita akan melakukan ini seakan-akan Lord of the Ring!'

Irrelevance.

Irrelevance kills this softly.

RIP Panda.

Hang in there CW.

Sigh...

*Serves Ferguson right...
*Mr. Berbatov, a monkey could have taken a better penalty than that.
*Prayers are with Panda
*AkashAwesome :)
* !@#$ Dhivia umm 6 times? :P
* Seremban? Really? -_-
*Goodnait

That goodnait thing is becoming a habit btw.

To do.

Movies I have to watch in the near future:

Lymelife
Fierce People
Adventureland
The Cake Eaters

You should watch them too.

Difference.

Looking forward to today. 3 hour driving practical and then there's Akasha live at TFA later. Can't wait to hang.

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There's a subtle difference between anger and frustration.

Subtle.

But a difference nonetheless.

goodnait.

The forgotten.

I've been called a lot of things in life, never a champion.
It's a whole different level of understanding, what I went through on Wednesday and Thursday during my saringan sukan.
I take the same four events every year : 100m,200m, 4x100m and long jump.
The saringan settles the long jump and 200m within the two days. Got the gold for long jump on Wednesday. Qualified SECOND for the 200m finals behind Teik Min (someone I've never lost to). So pressure was on, and Thursday came. Now, I'm not going to call it a Godsend, because umm atheist remember? This shit has nothing to do with the law of shittraction either. I happened to run into a Form One student with spikes (running shoes) with MY SIZE. MY SIZE! (that's 12, now go get me some nice shoes). So yes, things went a hell of a lot better. The spikes felt good, and I came in first. 3 years in a row baby :) It's really sad though, I'll never run 200m for Pinhorn ever again. It was a fitting end, to say the least.
I've also qualified for the 100m finals and am running in the 4x100 relay on Sports Day (25th of Avril) (Avril is French for 'April'). That's a good enough reason to come to Free School on the 25th. Please do :)

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Seen Eminem's new MV yet? It brings the LOLs whenever I watch it. Gave me a whole Eminem nostalgia yesterday. Watched Without Me, Just Lose It, Ass Like That, My Band (which is where that line down in the previous post came from) and Superman(nsfw) for the first time in over a year. Was nice. Go watch it on YouTube!

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Good luck, Paalan!

Salsa.

Girl when can you see you're the only one for me and it just tears my ass apart to know that you don't know my baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaand.

Yes, Divya. You can get a

hell yeah.

What's on my mind?

One thing I've never liked about myself is how attached I get to people, and how fast the attachment takes place.

A brief history of my past clearly reiterates the fact that I get attached too easily.

Let's start with the beginning. Tanya. I hardly knew her when she first came to Penang. We started emailing each other with short sweet emails and then they changed and became less innocent :P But still, she became a massive part of my life after 2005 and I had only known her by seeing her at the occasional YaYa Sisterhood Outing. Scary really, when I think about it sometimes.

Then there's Rashnith. I'd known her for pretty long I suppose, seeing that she was my ex-best friend's sister and all. Sometime in 2006, I just started seeing her a lot more than usual and then she became a significant part of my every day too. Things didn't end very well. To that I am very sorry. But things are patching up now, especially in the places that matter most.

Then there's Haneesha. I knew her through Navnith. We clicked instantly and I know she's a friend I don't need to talk to every other day and still we'll be the closest of friends. It was totally random though, us becoming so close. I can thank the SMS and MSN messenger for our coming together :)

Wen Jun I met online at 4 am sometime in November 2006. We just started talking. and talking. and talking. We're the bestest of friends (shit that was gay). I still don't even know how she got onto my contact list in the first place!

Narinder, Paalan, Jerome. I didn't know them before 2006. Not properly at least (in Jerome's case). Now we sort of have this thing going on /whoo but in all seriousness, I don't know what I'd do in school without them. They are my source of happiness and I (hopefully) am theirs. No matter how fucked up things get between us we just somehow sort them out, one way or another. Paalan, this is meant for you especially. I just wished you'd tell me more, that's all. I still love you to death (as long as it's before mine :P)

Laureen. There was once a time where I'd die without messaging her at least once a day. Shit happens, I suppose. We're cool though.

Divya I met for the first time just over a year ago, bollywood night at TFA. I can't remember how we had become so close. Suddenly we were at Queensbay/Dharsh's house celebrating Dharshini's birthday, then we were at World Music Festival together, then Chittesh's birthday and then we were just close. I am so sorry I've not stayed in touch. I can't say you have either. Trying to get back top rank right now would be impossible. Like you said, if your life was 'Lipstick Jungle', your Nico and Victory would be two 17 year old boys. Maybe I could have been one of them, but I'm not. I already apologised.

Aida. You ahhhh. Someday, you're going to remind me how we met and how I've become fond of you. I (innocently) can't remember me. I'm totally glad we did. But again, the same issue keeps surfacing: I've known you for just under a year and I now I can't remember what it'd be like if I didn't.

Dhivia. My BFF :) I met her through Maish and again, same thing. SMS tak habis-habis and look what happened. Btw, thanks for last night. Don't know what I'd have done without the non-sensical conversation.

Ashereeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeen. Wifeyyyyyyy. I love love love youuuuu. DO NOT GET ENGAGED OR MARRIED AGAIN. I'll be back soon. To justify what I'm trying to say in this post, I've been married to this girl for a year and I've not met her in person before. ♥

Dharshini. I met her through Rashnith. (Hi, my name is Keshav :P) Hardly knew her for 3 months and we became a whole lot closer. I guess I've Rashnith to thank for that. hawhawakihcmoobbb :D

Luvenia, sarekapandijinggamaaaa. I've known her for a long time lah, not personally, until this year. I've got Live, Love, Laugh to thank. It's weird now, thinking about how it'd be like if I didn't play the mime in Romeo and Juliet. I'm so glad I've met her, like properly properly types. She is insurpassable company (most of the time). I just wish I understood you better.

Chittesh. (I know you're totally happy I saved you for last loser :P) This is where things get hella weird okay. Up to the end of 2007, I hadn't even heard of the word Shukla (I shit you not). I knew there was this guy called Chittesh in my form and that he hung out with Deepak a lot in school. I never really got to know him until Form 4. Being in 4 Dinamik together just changed everything for me. Chittesh became, undoubtedly my new guy best friend and still is. This happened within the first two months of us getting to know each other, mind you. You see what I mean about me getting attached really fast? Question is, is the feeling mutual anymore? It probably is. It's this whole 'not being in the same class' thing, I swear. It sucks. Gets me thinking sometimes.

It's scary when you take into consideration that all these people I've mentioned I met within the last three years. This blog post can be looked at as some sort of appreciation to you people. That's not why I made it. Since you guys were/are a rank above everyone else I know, I just thought you needed to know how easily I get attached to people. I'm not trying to say I've regretted meeting any of you. You're all amazing and whatnot, yes. I don't know what I'd do without you, yes. That's however, not the point. It's just this thought that's been bugging me. It sucks even more because I find it really hard to let go of people I hold close to me. Once I befriend you, you're sort of kinda like doomed for eternity.

But hey,

I can't be that bad, right? ;)

Change of plans.

Yesterday was good.

Fast & Furious is a hell of a load better than Tokyo Drift. If you really want to enjoy this movie, go to either GSC Queensbay or GSC Gurney Plaza, hope that F&F is playing in Cinema One, get a seat in row H or J. You'll get a perfect view of the entire screen, no heads blocking your view, and it'll be an amazing experience(border-tunnels ftw). Then again, I am abnormally tall. Maybe row G :D

That was supposed to have been the end of activities for the day. The plan was to go home. Then I got a call from CW, and lets just say plans changed.
Searched for Sartah, played Foosball, went to Mei Yen's birthday surprise at TGIF, went to QE2 for a bit with Wayne, Henry and CW. QE2 was nice. Indian poker-.- Thailand poker LOL. Spent a whole bunch of time with CW talking and enjoying the breeze. Hella awesome. We looked for bapuks and prosts around the city streets. We found some and they were sexayyy they were DISGUSTING WEI. I'm never letting any of them near me ever again. Damn sickening.

So that's how plans changed. Always nice to meet new people, this time referring to Henry (who is majorly good at Foosball and is always fun to have around when looking for bapuks and prosts :D ).

the lovelies

CW

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I'm not going to school tomorrow. Instead, I'll probably be asleep in a hotel room in BM. My cousin got married yesterday and there's this wedding reception going on in BM. Since my mum and brother aren't around, I'm going as the family representative. I'll take any excuse to miss school. (especially Mondays)

So if ANYONE would like to talk to me, please call me. Pleeeeeease call me. Because I'll be very bored and ANYONE knows Keshav does not like being bored. Please sweets :)

veve.

Remember?

Do you remember how you captioned this picture, Chits? Back when you still used Friendster.

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Here's to

Ashereen; for not having an affair with anyone else LOL
Haneesha; who I miss :(
Tanya; for that long ass email. That's officially put my longest email to shame. Love you :)
Maish; for getting into Uni in Singapore. I envy you. I want to leave as badly as you do. 'Anywhere but here' sounds very cool right now.
Daniel; /whoo ;)
CW and Da; who I want to see so badly. Sorry for not making it today. Have Interact meetings every week :D

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I've been cooped up at home an awful lot lately. It's been depressing really, not being on Facebook or WLM. I've survived for 10 days now. When I did this in Form 3, I never really felt like this. I was too busy staying back in school for no reason. I never had anyone to MISS. Maybe this was a bad idea. I didn't realise that there'd be that many people to miss... that there'd be many people that would miss me in return. Maybe I should come back on. Nahhhhh. It's all part of the challenge.

So there's school tomorrow right? I was supposed to go, but school ends at 1.20 tomorrow and that would mean there won't be Math (which was why I was going in the first place) and my mum has left the country. No transport :)
Henceforth, therefore, thus, erego, I'll go watch Fast and Furious at Queensbay tomorrow. If anyone's going to be there, pleeeease let me know. A lot of my friends have other priorities at the moment. So if anyone wants to bare with me, let me know :D

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This week hasn't been the least bit hectic as I expected it to be. Apart from the loneliness and discontentment, it's been pretty good. Pinhorn emerged victorious in the Sukan Tara event, I got a step closer to getting my P licence and I talked to Tanya after two weeks (SOOPERLONGEMAIL).

I'm listening to Tchaikovsky's 1812 overture right now. So soothing. Classical music ftw!

popo.

Feeling

You know that feeling you get when you feel like you've got so much more to know about certain stuff and yet you know you won't ever figure it out because no one's going to say anything about it to you anytime soon?

Yupyupyupp...

blog title ftw

I love you and miss you verrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrry much.
stooopid person you're not supposed to have found this blog :P

You fucking believe it.

YOU FUCKING BELIEVE WE'VE STILL GOT IT
BECAUSE WE'RE FUCKING MANCHESTER UNITED

Moment of brilliance.

I feel disoriented. I woke up today sweating. I swear. It was probably because my fan and A.C. were off. OR it could have been that I had two nightmares back to back. I'm not one to have nightmares very often. It's even scarier that I remember the two dreams. One of them was along the lines of Luvenia not talking to me and completely ignoring me for some reason. Oh wait, was that a dream? *e-slaps Subashini* stoooopid call me.
The second was along the lines of me running in my 200m event and breaking my leg because me knee (which isn't any better btw) gave way again and it started bleeding and the rest I rather not say, but you get it. That kindddda sucked.

My day's been like that. Thank you Dhivia for keeping me company. Don't know what I would have done if not for you bugging me. I had a 3-hour talk thing at my driving institute and if all goes well insya-allah I'll have my 'L' license on the 19th of April. Just a couple of weeks after that and I should be an eligible 'P' driver :) Now for someone to get me a car

Only one good thing has surfaced from this day of frustration and trepidation:



Always thought a rock remix of Lil Wayne's Lollipop would be mind-blowing. Boy, was I right.

To the Batmobile!

Found.

AIDA LOL
Not bad... not bad at all.


New blog header btw.

Touched.

Back things up a bit to Wednesday. One of the best days of the year (school-wise).
De-binder came to Free School for a birthday "surprise". Not sure how that worked though, but she was surprised. Lol.

OOH PICTURES
:D


The rose among the thorns and Chittesh.

Happy belated b'day, Deb. I'm sure you had as much fun watching Borat as we did :)

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My last merentas desa. Bittersweet for the most part. Enjoyed it thoroughly though.
Yes, Navnith beat me for third straight year (but by ONE SECOND ONLY). Pinhorn got 2nd placing overall, behind Hargreaves LOL didn't see that coming did you? Anyways yeah, kudos to Hargreaves.

After the walkathon, we had our own bit of fun walking around Botanical Gardens. (Pronounced Bot-nickle Garden because I'm Indian like that.) It's nice to know there's a 2nd generation of the Chittesh-Narinder-Paalan-Jerome-Keshav column. Hard to explain, easy to grasp if you understand.

Merentas Desa. What the hell does that even mean?

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For the first time in at least 6 months, let alone this year, I spent 6 hours in front of the TV. You guessed right (or not), my knee hasn't gotten any better. I forgot to mention up there that my knee started bleeding while I was running during the merentas desa thing. So I are become the lazy boy with injured knee who sits on sofa eats cookies oooooooh :D

I watched the final three episodes of Buffy the Vampire Slayer and reminded myself why I was absolutely in love with the show once upon a time. Spuffy ftw.
Thennnn, I watched the end bit of Step Up and reminded myself of the craze the movie reiterrated around my school and several others back in 2006.

Other than that, it's been a pretty decent day lah. Same old same old.
You know me and how I roll.

To the Batmobile!

A first.

I've been running for my sports house Pinhorn ever since I began studying in Penang Free School. Not once have I gone through the slightest injury. And then there was today. For the first time in FIVE YEARS, I actually fell during my 100m. I lost control of my feet and my right knee gave way. My knee was busted open. Had to do the whole wash up-dry-apply something thats supposed to help-wrap around with bandage drill. I couldn't walk for at least 2 hours when I reached. I never realised my couch was comfortable. Maybe I just forgot. I HAVE been neglecting my television. I'm fine now I guess.

I've got my last school walkathon tomorrow. I had a plan to run the entire way but I just HAD to fuck my knee over the day before. GO PINHORN!

Nothing much to update on. I just wished someone would find this blog already ;)

xoxo.

Enas et dan garen

If you're reading this, here, right now, then you deserve a pat on the back. I gave you about three weeks to figure out what the hell I was going to do with this blog. If you paid enough attention, you would have realised that my blog name was titled Reversal. Reversal here, in it's literal sense. You see, I never had the intention of getting rid off my blog. Not once. Never. My plan remains the same however, I am not going back on Facebook, nor am I coming online on Windows Live Messenger for at least 8 months. This blog will be updated as regularly as ever.

Shitandsausages was the one place I could always come to and post anything that was on my mind. Because of that, you will never catch me getting rid off this blog.

You won't find this blog by searching on Google or Yahoo! or anything else. You can't. If you're here, you're here because you're actually smart. If you're here, then I'm entrusting you with the duty of not revealing this blog to anyone else. If you've found this, then keep whatever you read here to yourself. I will return to the public eye in December.

That's all for now.

Welcome to segasuasdnatihs :)

xoxo.