Electric Feel

Who would have thought that a little tweak in lifestyle would bring about so many changes, good ones at that?

What was once filled with over-thinking has become less so.
What I once thought would really bug me, I now look at and laugh to myself.
What I once thought I could achieve against all the odds, I have given up on temporarily.
What I once saw every day but could not touch, I now touch every day.
Who(s) I once never knew, now seem less like strangers.
What was once a clouded option, now is a set reality.
Who I once loved and thought the world of, now nothing more than a fading memory, a stranger to me.

There is light at the end of the tunnel after all.

Filth

That feeling you get when you want to give up, but don't want to, but have to, but refuse to.

That feeling of punching somethingone really fucking hard.

oh-so-motherfucking-hard.

Forth Eorlingas

I really hope LOTR happens during our next break.

In fact, I hope a lot of things happen during our next break.

'Our' because you already know who I'm referring to. We need things to happen. It's our last good week off.

plsplspls :)

Run

In 3 months, I will have a six-pack.

Mark my words.

The End.

Don't get me wrong. I am nothing. Worthless. Insignificant. But I also happen to be Keshav.
So... I get knocked down, I feel the worst I've ever felt. Feelings such as the aforementioned do not stick. Can I get a woop woop?

Don't get me wrong. The first half of this year has been absolutely amazing for more than one reason. The company, the once-significant other, the experiences, the deflowering (so to speak). I can say with perfect honesty that the second half of this year will not live up to the first. If Part One was the zenith and nadir, then Part Two will be recovery. Not just my recovery but the recovery of people around me, especially the neglected Constants.

Don't get me wrong. I am no where near what I used to be, what I can be again. I still feel unhealed. Repairing what I once thought was irreversible damage now seems doable. I keep telling myself that nothing is impossible, just very, very hard to achieve. If you want to lick your elbow, saw your arm off and voila. Like I said, not impossible.

Don't get me wrong. Time does heal everything (something I thought I knew). Constants are untouchable. Who/What are these 'Constants' I refer to? They are people of course. People who I have grown to love and cherish, no matter how ANNOYING some of them are (yes, you. lol). You learn to live with them through thick and thin and anything in between.

Signing off,
The Artist.