Random expression. 30609

I really can't stand people who take pictures of themselves playing pool.
So cool, right? oooh look at me I'm playing pool I'm so awesome and amazing and I should totally take a picture to impress people.
No.
You just fail.

sooooooo fuckingggggg sweeeeeeeet.

Monday, 29th June.
12.21 am.
bet.
winner: 5 tequila shots.
time frame: a couple of years, in the loosest sense of the word 'couple'.
sfs.

;)

So. Fucking. Sweet.

Thanks to a certain someone I've been thinking about a prospect for the past 3 hours, even through tuition. Thanks alot la.

But you're right when you say it'd be fucking sweet. At this point, this blog post is for one person alone and this person would understand me perfectly.

I can imagine US on a roadtrip. Maybe to Thailand or something. US together, can you imagine how brilliant that would be? If everything was what we wanted it to be. It feels so good... so right.
Though what are dreams if not just illusions of hope and happiness, right?

But you were right when you said it would be so sweet.
Because that's exactly what it would be.

So.
Fucking.
Sweet.

So sad...

It's over now, the music of the night...

27th June.

Good morning, America :S

There will be a pretty long update when my school play is over. I haven't had the time to do anything. I can't imagine how much news I've missed on so many different fronts, mainly the internet. Heck, Michael Jackson passed away and I didn't even get a chance to follow the minute-to-minute updates concerning the whole situation online.

The Phantom of the Opera has been very good so far. You've got one last chance to catch it at The Penang Free School hall at 8PM tonight. Visit the Facebook event page for more details.

This update sucks ass. I'm sorry.

Okay I'm falling asleep goodnight.

A happy post :S

I used to keep up to date with the latest tracks that hit the billboards in the US. I don't have the time to do so now. Yesterday, I sat in front of my TV and watched a good hour of MTV (something I've not done in so so long) and I watched three music videos that I like now, and I'm listening to the tracks as I type.

When Love Takes Over - David Guetta feat. Kelly Rowland
I Gotta Feeling - Black Eyed Peas


Okay shit I can't find the other video on YouTube. The song is Number One by Tinchy Snyder.

chicken.

I want to forget. Disconnect.

So hard. But this so stupid lah.

I was actually going to type out a whole long essay about how I'm feeling but I've decided otherwise because it's so stupid.

Goodnight.

Poo.

stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid
will this work now? :)

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Welcome back, Tanya :)

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Happy birthday, Haneeeeee ♥

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Blog's public again. Change your links.

Faces

Keeps me going. (+Chittesh)

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Happy birthday, Ashwin. :)

HENRY IS MAFIA

My last second term of school starts tomorrow, I am excited.
It's pretty sucky actually. The holiday is over and the next one any of us have got is in August for National Day. My days will still be jam packed because of Phantom practice and to be honest, I don't really want it to end.

I am very sorry Aida, CW and SaTah for neglecting you this hols, it's been very difficult, but it seems like you've managed to get along just fine, which is good :)

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Je sens ce vide dans moi… ce sens de la faible importance. Je sais I shouldn't ; sensation de t de cette facon, it' , mal des, de chaque maniere possible. Mais peut-etre, juste peut-etre si les choses etaient differentes. Qui suis-je badinant ? Les choses ne seront jamais differentes. Les conditions sont telles. Elles ne changeront jamais, a si n'importe qui la veut ou pas. Echouer.

Waking up weirdly.

I woke up today thinking Matthew was going to come pick me up.
Instead I woke up to be greeted by Mr. Ng -_-

Anyways I'm just saying, it feels weird being at home right now. I feel like I should be at my school hall for Phantom practice. I should be with Luvenia, Chittesh, Dharshini, Paalan, Matthew, Grace, Tonie, Rathi, and Chi right now.

Why am I at home...

Ronaldo is gone.

Ronaldo is leaving. Hairabbah.
and I spent RM99 on a ticket to watch who play again? :(
Stoopid lah. I hope this becomes another case much like David Beckham's.
STUPID LA

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Thanks for the day Phantom cast. Was nice :)

The afternoon post...

This is a very very rare afternoon post. I hardly ever have the time to come on this blog and blog at this time so be happpppppppppppppyyyyyyyyy.

Firstly, I would like to offer my condolences to Paalan because of his arm.
Secondly, I would like to offer my congratulations to Paalan not because of his arm.
Thirdly, I would like to bid farewell to thy fellow bloggers and visitors alike if I am to crash my car during my driving lesson today. (stinkin manual cars...)
Fourthly, I would like to apologize to my cast members for my untimely departure yesterday though two people would disagree with the untimeliness.
and
Fifthly, s with l. :)

Le fucking sigh.

So difficult I tell you.

So so so so so so so so so so so so so so FUCKING DIFFICULT.

Very nice day.

5th June 2009

Very nice day.

I just call it ecstacy.

Things I have realized today:

- I really miss classic Disney series'. Top of my list is So Weird. Thank heavens for YouTube.
- My computer screen is broken. It's dislodged from the base of the screen and if it's aggravated any further I will not have a computer for a long time. Imagine that.
- I have not seen Angels and Demons yet.
- I spend at least RM15 a day whether I want to or not.
- I have not played futsal for a very long time.
- I have not spend quality time with Christopher Ong Siew Chai and Chong Kam Zhern for a very long time.
- I will be driving by mid-July.
- My HTC Viva has finally received its first scratch.
- I have lost all interest in computer games. That's like the end of an era.
- I have never seen a pair of boobs in person. (nor have I seen several pairs at one time, if you were going to ask...)
- I actually know the name of my great-grandfather. How many of you can say that?
- Joe Jonas is FAIL at Justin Timberlake
- I have only ever really enjoyed kissing one girl. Shit that's sad.
- I have not finished reading Eclipse yet.
- I need new boxers.
- I fucking suck. As a person, I fail. Seriously.

Mop the floor...

Things about myself I need you to want to know:

I am an inglorious and downright bastard. I will remain a bastard for as long as I live and I don't intend to change anytime soon.

I am completely against the term 'swt' and any word that ends with the letter Z or X unnecessarily.

I am completely against the use of the word 'emo' when it is used to describe a person.

I am completely against the use of the word 'bleh' and 'blueks' and any derivation of either of those words at any given moment of time.

I am VERY AGAINST the use of the word 'bleh' and 'blueks' and any derivation of either of those words at any given moment of time.

If at any point of time I do not reply a text message, it is either because I do not have credit or am asleep. I reply even if I don't want to talk to you otherwise.

Just talking to Chittesh, I realize that not only am I a bastard, I'm a bitch too (I have the best of both worlds). I have random spurts of bitchiness at a point of which I am uncontrollable and attempting to talk sense with me is nonsensical. If you cannot handle this Chittesh, then I am sorry. I do not know what else to do to please you.

I hate being told what to wear.

I hate being asked what I'm going to be when I grow up because I honestly do not know what happens after A-Levels at Inti/Disted. You should hate asking me that question too because all you're going to get is 'gardener'.

I hate being asked to buy presents for people, to send people greetings on a celebration day and being asked to say thank you for every little thing.

I hate being told that I do not appreciate stuff or that I take things for granted because I don't say 'thank you' for everything.

I hate not clearing issues with people that matter, id est Chittesh and Paalan.

I hate thinking about the beginning of 2008 because I lost the every-day-companionship of a very very nice person who happens to celebrate her birthday today (Happy birthday!) and I lost a best friend of 6 years so try not to bring it up in a conversation with me okay? :)

anddddd

I hate falling in love. But of course, you already knew that...

oh shit that's a lot to memorize. have fun!

Double-century.

Can you imagine this is my 200th post on this blog? I don't think it's right though since most of my posts are one-sentence long. Happy 200th S&S nonetheless!

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What I'm supposed to accomplish during this two week break:

1) Study. Notice how this is right at the top of my list.
2) Finish my 8 hours on the road, at which point I'd be eligible for my P License.
3) Memorize my POTO Lines.
4) Go on a date with Dhivia :P (No credit = no reply)
5) Meet up with Haneesha PLEASE
6) Pelican ;)
7) Attend this thing at Times Square that I'm having second thoughts about now. SPM lah.
8) Go out with some guys. Chittesh and Paalan don't count.
9) Go to the beach.
10) Spend time with my ailing grandparents.



What I won't accomplish during this two week break:


1) Finish my 8 hours on the road, at which point I'd be eligible for my P License.
2) Memorize my POTO Lines.
3) Make full use of time with Luvenia, Chittesh, Dharshini and Paalan. So far so good, I would say.
4) Go on a date with Dhivia :P (No credit = no reply)
5) Meet up with Haneesha PLEASE
6)Pelican ;)
7) Attend this thing at Times Square that I'm having second thoughts about now. SPM lah.
8) Go out with some guys. Chittesh and Paalan don't count.
9) Go to the beach.
10) Spend time with my ailing grandparents.
11) Study. Notice how this is right at the bottom of my list.

Fact.

199, fact.

I'm back.

Before I start anything, I would like everyone to know that a LAODICEAN is someone who is indifferent in religion and politics or anything that is related to the both of them. One wonders where this word has been all this while. It is THE word for me. The only one I can thank is a 13 year old Indian girl somewhere in the US of A (probably celebrating with her spelling bee trophy).

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I'm sorry I haven't updated this blog in a while. The reason I haven't is pretty silly. I've been hooked on Texas Hold'em on Facebook for the past two weeks now. Three hours ago, I reached 4.9mil in chips. I realised right then that this game had been taking up all of my time. Wake up, poker, have lunch, poker, shower, poker, poker, eat dinner, poker, poker. So, I did the mature thing and "deposited" my chips so to speak. You are one hell of a lucky person aren't you, stupid? :P That is that, my Poker days are over for now. Time to become an addict of something else. (Ladies?)

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To make up for the lack of updates...

I am going to classify my friends in different categories just so you know where you stand with me. You might fit into several categories (you probably fit in all), but this will show you which I think you're most fit to be in, at this point of time*. Now you say to yourself, 'who the hell does he think he is classifying us like this?' or 'how great does he think he is until he can actually dare classify us into different groups?'. Firstly, hi, my name is Keshav. Secondly, I am greater than you. Fact.

I got my inspiration to do this from my, there's that word again, friend Chittesh. He made a post of who his top 4... or was it 5 were? Somehow that post got lost in translation after a day of being on his blog, so you can read mine instead :)

This is no Top 4, or 5. These are the significant ones.

1. The friends I love because we've stayed in touch for eons. (Though some of us would argue that our MOTHERS had a little role in ensuring that happened ;) )

Maish
Deepak
Popcorn
Nisha
Alex
Daniela
Naveen
Sandeep
Hema
Priya
Swarna too I suppose :P
Miheka
Sunaina

2. The friends from Batu Lanchang I hope I never lose complete touch with, for old time's sakes.

Chien Lee
Shannon
Daniel
Matthew
Ze Yin
Krishna
Stephen
Meng Jeang
Joshua John
Jeong Mark
Ryan Anasdass
Adrian Chuah
Paul
Govin
Kumar

Ashwin (who I lost touch with but found eventually and won't lose again)

3. Friends I'm so glad to have met in Penang Free School.

Ong Siew Chai
Chong
Shaun
Cheang Huat
Quah Jit
Jeffrey Lee

4. Friends who I personally feel I can go a bazillion years without talking to, still be as close as ever when we meet again, and I absolutely adore. ♥

Tanya
Haneesha

5. Friends who I'm forever grateful for being with me, for significant periods of time.

Navnith
Rashnith
Ashereen
Laureen

6. Friends who make me happy almost all the time.

Wen Jun
Sarah
Dhivia
Aida
Janice (whenever we talk :P)

7. Friends who make a difference. (You get what I'm trying to say, but what does that REALLY mean? Make a 'difference'. Who came up with that saying anyway?)

Jerome
Divya
Dharshini
Chittesh
Paalan
Narinder

8. Friend who is the bestest, and should NOT go anywhere.

Subashini Mangalam

*as of 01/06/09 at 3.40 am