Sometimes you have a person. People. Ones you know are special to you in some way. Sometimes these people aren't in the place you want them to be. You always want an ideal. You hardly ever get it. It's the thing with time isn't it? You wait. And wait. And wait. How long more do I wait?

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Social Chameleon

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thank you

I adored you to the best of my capability, people took pictures, we did all the shit we did. Why do I want more now? Because more shit is always better.

I feel like I've already come to a point where there are too many photos of me that exist. The worst part is I'm 21. I've not graduated, not gotten engaged, not gotten kids, etc. There are tons of photos left to take that I'd rather not take that I have to take. Wouldn't life be significantly more precious if taking photos was not possible? How many people would have lived and died and been forgotten by now?

Significant people from the past like Newton and Einstein would have been remembered anyway because of their contributions to the world. Does it really matter what they looked like? Einstein wasn't much to look at any way.

I wouldn't know what my great-grandparents looked like.

I wouldn't have fallen in love with Kaya Scodelario.

I wouldn't know what Star Wars is. Or Batman for that matter.

My point is: would we feel the absence if we didn't know we missed it at all?

I don't know what I'm doing this for. I was on Instagram and I saw a bunch of photos of food and self portraits and I got annoyed again. I could've sworn I unfollowed everyone who did that (save for a couple). Anyways, I think that I'd enjoy life better without photos. It'd be a true testament of how great a mind is. If a person possessed the ability to remember significant things they'd experienced without visual representation. It'd make life that much more important. And infinitely more important to savour time before death.

Penis.

The sponsors have taken their own sweet time.

It is moments such as the one I'm having as I type this when I realize that it is indeed possible to lose focus on something you could not have lived without at some point in life. Whether it is someone or something. This blog for instance.

Hi guys.

I've updated the music playlist and installed a new chatbox. (yay etc)

I'll really try to update this more. Surely I can't do worse than a 596 day hiatus!

I've jinxed it haven't I?